i feel the hands from hell grasping my last breath my ears bloody from the eruption that i've heard and my knees are bruised my hands are broke i've tried too hard to escape your dependency your controlling threats you've put me in my own noose and as i hang there coughing up my own blood i see the light at the end of the tunnel fading like the light sin in your eyes and your one sided attempts gain the approval of fallen angels your monster dug my grave so deep so cold my birth killed our trust i begin to weaken but i'll never give up i'll never forget my lover or the ways your words run cold up and down my spine my heart breaks into the pieces that cut you and the warm blood rises into the cold winters mourning show him your wounds he sees the blood smells the death your smile is terrifying so dark as the sky rings with anger why do you ignore the convictions i sit because of the selfishness? he knows your games he knows they consume suffocating your breath weighing down your heart frightened by your own actions by your thoughts and ideas kill this friendship you have this sickness overpowers you